June 25, 2010

f is for failure

that's what i am.

June 18, 2010

my life, so dull

lately, my life is consisting only of uni libraries, world cup and stupid facebook games. I wake up at 8am and I'm ready to go to bed right after the evening match (speaking about matches, ummm england? what's up with you guys tonight?). good thing that I took half a day off today, I was feeling increasingly sick and didn't realise that I was stressed beyond measure. tomorrow will be off too, as I'm gonna spend it looking for presents in the morning and attending parties in the evening.
I'm not 100% yet, and the weather forecast seems particularly grim, but I hope I'll have fun nonetheless.

moreover, somebody left some days ago to spend the summer at the other end of the fucking world, and there's nothing between us except a mere physical attraction, and I'm happy that he's doing this and all of that, but I kinda wish he'd write me a couple of lines just to tell me that he's alive and well. I'm an old mum, you know.

and I kinda think that I kinda miss him a bit. but this may be born out of the fact that until he left I had been seeing him for six or seven days in a row.
so, not really.